It made me really worried that I was letting Julius down.
I feared that this would end BADLY for us.
One night, I broke down in tears and cried to him.
I didn’t know what to do. I felt like I tried everything and NOTHING worked.
We got into this vicious cycle. I thought it was me, then he thought it was him…
Honestly, no relationship needs this kind of pressure.
I NEEDED to find a way to figure it out.
I was tired of being in this negative and helpless mental state.
And to be honest with you, I didn’t have any other woman to talk to about it either.
I didn’t know ANYONE who’s been married to the same person for 20 years, had 6 kids together, and still loved them so much…